i am totally stressed out, and i didn't realise it until jacq told me. haiz... today was a really depressing day for me. Banner meeting again today.

1) someone was late for 4 hrs. she had a good reason, but failed to inform me. hello, i need you to have some responsibility. It's enough for me to worry about the banner already.

2) I lost my wallet. After some recap, i felt that i left it at mcdonalds. so we went down to macs to see if it was there during lunch time. Luckily for me, someone returned it to the counter, so it was still there. phew.

3) The cloth was a mess. It was hard to do the tacking for the poles. worse, the sewing machine BROKE DOWN due to some reasons. This is a matter of LIFE and DEATH! ok maybe i am too over, but really, without the sewing machine, what work can we do? so i had to bring the cloth back to use my LKK sewing machine.

i find myself really an a** in this post. i am not trying to blame anyone or something, but i really need to fa1 xie4 qing2 xu4. I'll really die if i bottle them up. sorry guys. mingee, faster come back! it's really tiring to do everything all by myself. i dun wna be pissed at the others, it's just that i can't really take it anymore. so again, sorry. help me!