I am super random. i dunno what to do with my random life.
today went "shopping" with yinmin in jodie to buy presents. dad's bdae is coming. whee~
super random. i realised something, i am SUCH A HYPOCRITE. serious. i hate myself sometimes. I wanted to give up and kick you out forever, but it is impossible. really impossible. why am i still talking to you even when i wanted you to buzz off. life seriously works the way you dun want it to. so unpredictable, so ironic.
watched stomp the yard. not bad, except the person beside me kept falling asleep and kinda distracted me and jodie. HAHA. and i love ARTFRIENDS and THE BETTER TOY STORE.
so random.
today our chinese teacher told us the meaning of sunflower. it means to love some one silently. which actually means a crush, and the person does not know that you are crushing him. OOH. I actually like sunflowers a lot as a matter of fact. SUNFLOWERS are my favourite. and daisies too but not that much. HAHA. so random isn't it. random me. How wonderful would it be if we were in this field of sunflowers with me and you only. It would be sweet. really sweet.
SUNFLOWER<3333

and now falling in love with the song I HOPE YOU DANCE. random again.

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
May you never take one single breath for granted,
GOD forbid love ever leave you empty handed,
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.

I hope you dance....I hope you dance.

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin' might mean takin' chances but they're worth takin'
Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth makin',
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter,
When you come close to sellin' out reconsider,
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.

I hope you dance....I hope you dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance.

(Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along,
Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone.)
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.

Dance....I hope you dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance..
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along
Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone

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GRR. i have an ulcer on my mouth and my mum put this disgusting cream on it. Now i cant talk. SOBS. and i just realised...66 DAYS TO QIHANG. GOSH! i feel the sense of urgency already. even NAPFA also not so jin zhang. OH NO.

This is officially my 50th post. how retarded is that. HAHA.
GOT JOB ATTACHMENT and NYAA! yay!
and 2D super cute(: we were having pe tgt so they were like all waving at me. i feel like a star. and i realised im gonna fail NAPFA if i dun work hard enough. serious. GOSH. anyway, i love 2D. HAHA. im a special prefect(: and had bad sore throat. *cough cough* I wna rest but time does not permit me to. tomorrow is paiju. If cannot fa hui hao hao then i will so dui bu qi my dao yans. sobs. i think im getting too stressed. im not even a main role. so jin zhang for what? HAHA. but nvm, in my small little world, vivian is always the main role(:haha.

today super random, and feeling emo then hyper then emo. also dno why i am feeling like that. haish. random. i like my msn nick. the only difference between u and a pimple is u wouldnt buzz off. at least pimple goes off after a while. but you will still always in my life. hello, im really trying very hard in putting up with everything. so many chances have been given, just that you did not see the hint. Forget it. you are now a passer-by. for such a long time, i only realised you were like this until this year. how stupid can i get. urghhhhh. life seriously sucks. i am trying hard to keep positive. u might see me as a siao zha bor. inside i am tearing. haiz.i am so EMO. what's wrong with me...

today went to support st nicks hockey! WE WON! yippee! and had a really great talk with serene. LOVE YA~ serene's nice(:
i just love to pass by a certain school, despite not being able to see inside clearly. 2 seconds is all that i have:P and i just realised both jodie and my post have a similarity. i will say smthing jodie knows. and then she will say for smthing vivian knows. HAHA. she keeps my secret.
next week doing something very fun! ON WED. hopefully we can make it. and i will be very happy. AGAIN jodie knows why. And now eehui knows why too. Si'en and tancheng too. OH GOSH, too many people is starting to know abourrrrit. OOPS:P
i must shut up. although i cant. HAHA
serene~thanks for talking to me. really glad to have u as a friend.
eehui~do u still want your water bottle? dowan i can throw for u. it's making my bag heavyX(
jodie~you know so much about me! 04.04.07, such a special date for you yeah? I can go shopping with u for the prezzie de. HAHAHAs
si'en~maybe im just loving you too much that i cant help calling u si'en HONEY. HAHA. goosebumps are nice. HAHA(: and, IM GOING BONKERS BECAUSE OF YOU>.<
zao zhi dao bu gao su ni le.

today PAIJU very lei. SORRY daoyans if i din do really well. It's just that I am really not feeling well and i find it hard to FOCUS. I'll practice more.
now listening to crash and burn. A really nice song(;
Tomorrow going to suppor ST nicks for Hockey match...and might go IKEA shopping if time permits. Most prob might not be able to go cos i just realised i got tuition tmr night. Feeling damn sian larh. NOW GOT SUPER BAD COUGH, with a big ulcer in my mouth. OUCH. LIke that cannot even scream and cheer for hockey la.
and MR wong SAID THAT SLC IS COMPULSORY. YIPPEE! HAHA. But i cant go for the juvenile court thinghy. SOBSSSSS.

crash and burn rocks(: thanks to PSC.

TODAY had paiju. It was damn tiring! cyber cafe is really warm lah. but it's ok it's all for QIHANG! chuwen, jieying and jacq are great(:
HEIYIRENS ROCKS. i must be more KUA ZHANG. i shall work harder for QIHANG! DESPITE IT"S ONLY 10 WEEKS AWAY. counting down is 70 days. SHUCKS.
IT'S OK(:I CAN DO IT.
huahui rocks off my socks

yay getting to know u betta(:

Went to watch campus superstar audits with ennie, tancheng, and eehui. Got a lot of st nicks ppl there, to both support and sing. Like i saw my mentor and ennie's mentor too. HAHA.
LYNN GOT IN, she so totally rocks(:
and today XW singing, but i cant go support her. SO SAD. Hope she gets in yeah!
Tomorrow sch reopens le. so sad. but luckily there's still smthing to push me forward, which is the june bbq with them.

AND QIHANG is at ULU PANDAN CC AGAIN! but jon and char says they are gna come support me, tgt with mediterraneans! YIPPEE. I WANT SUNFLOWER PLEASE(:
How random can i get. sheesh(:
AH WELLS. STUDY HARD< AND DUN FLUNK LIT! SERIOUS.

MARCH HOLS are here, but it's so NOT a holiday for me.
We had SLC at Sarimbun campsite. It was like so fun. kayaking, rafting, milo pool dunking etc etc. It was super fun. Chinny and I cried on the last day cos we really couln't bear to leave. Our instructors Acidic, base and rust were so NICE. Sobbies.
Then on Sunday night, i went to watch HUANG CHENG with Jacq sheila hong hwee kally mingee and yuensin. together with a few reddies. We went to support Carolanne! She rocks(:We gave her big big hugs before she left mannnn. HAHA(:
HIGHLIGHT of the HOLIDAYS.
PSC!
It so totally rocks. I was mediterranean, tgt with charmaine, ann, dina, jiani, walter, jonathan, henry and our facils ada and zhaopeng. HAHA, they were all super fun people lah. We spent a lot of time with each other, even though the event was only for a short 3 days. I missed paiju, and no SYF for me. Sobs. But nvm(;
EMO me cried on the last day cos really cnt bear to leave. AGAIN. It's like really cnt tahan the feeling of separation, despite the times we spent together was only a short 3 days for both events.
Im so sorry to make the others cry too due t my emoness. REALLY SORRY. Love u guys loads and really hope we'd meet up again yeah? HAHA(:
LAter going to the library with ennie and jodie. YAY! I love going to BISHAN. JODIE knows why(:

butterflies all around me. yet im so happy to know that. god!

Decided to write abt everything that happened to me during the past 2 months. Had Sec one orientation with cute 1L! hahahas. and also got RAIN's concert! Chinese New Year was rather fun, with quite a lot of angpaos.

OK TIME FOR COMPLAINS.
I really dislike the greenies in our wing. ESP. FHM. Today was really a bad experience. We were playing this game called broken telephone. They cant pass a message properly and it's so bad. HELLO! It's a game for you to practice details. not play a fool. And in VAMPIRE, FHM is like a BIATCH trying to AA. She grabbed me like siao, and one of them knocked my bridge of my nose. It hurts and that person din even bother saying sorry. What the FUCKING HELL! Seriously la, QH at least is being who she is. FHM is super fake lah please. WALAU! Why xiju zu like that one? HAISH