ups and downs this week. we had a bronze for syf and we got really depressed. honghwee, sheila and yuensin, you guys did really well(: we all have faith in you guys despite the results.
so i was kinda moody on tuesday. then on wed, regina bought me a lot of nice nice stuff to cheer me up(: Thanks a lot tablemate(:

and also i got a B for 2.4km! YAY(: not very good la, but kinda happy le. feeling darn tired now...HAHA

and a few things that happened this week

• Ziqing is now officially my meimei(: HAHA. super duper cute la she(:
• Honghwee is finally back to paiju! we managed to finish blocking le! YAY!
• Midsummers' Night Dream is sicko and perverted
• I am doing guest reception with jodie and jiemin tmr for spots day!
• I am loving paiju more and more(:
• horsey always make my day. haha(:

and now i must motivate myself to listen in class.I will do my best(: but i always feel like sleeping in class. HAHA.

ahwells, just a boring post. my blog is kinda boring la, cos a lot ppl dun understand my stuff. HAHA.(:

so long din blog le(:

FRIDAY
it just dawned on me that nothing is definite. Be thankful for what you have(: So many ppl were telling me how uncertain their life is. Be strong and there'll always be a way out(:
i thank for having such a wonderful ju like leng qi jis(: being able to see such a beautiful piece of god's work together, it's really a rare chance. Thank you ppl. love all of you loads(:

SATURDAY
paiju at fion's hse void deck! we had yummy breakfast(: then we paiju. many ppl were like staring at us larh. and we played ji ge ji ge zhan qi lai. HAHA. so fun(: I love leng qi jis more and more. AHHHH(: we went for a nice ramen meal and we went walk walk at j8. ziqing is super funny, kept saying newbie in her super sexy voice whenever we walked pass it. SO CUTE:)).
and ZIQING IS A RICH PERSON! HAHA.

SUNDAY
went for breakfast and went out with jodie to buy somebody's present. AHAHAHA(:

MONDAY
went to watch 200 pounds beauty! It was super duper nice(: and today was another hilarious day. i love jodie, eehui and si'en. sorry that tan cheng couldnt come:( we miss you(: you guys simply make my day(:

Grateful for my besties(:
Grateful for my ju(:
Grateful for everything nice that has happened to me.

Jodie i know u are not jealous, just making fun only(: HAHA. and horsey makes my day(: so do you guys!

today not a very good day. cos i am ill! practically the whole ju is ill. fiona, ziqing, me... must get more vitamin c. need more immunity. HAHA(:
i used up half a box of tissue in 2 days. HAHA.
today paiju quite stressed, cos guo laoshi was here. he said i was louder than before. i think that was supposed to be a compliment(: HAHA. but still i thought it was rather good. i love my ju ppl so much(: leng qi ji hao bang! SIAN tmr got 3 rounds. URGH.

joining huahui. i thought it was a bad choice initially, being kinda of a reject and all. but saturday, really made me change my mind. although there were other events before this saturday, it was the best.
i would have never thought of proclaiming my love to huahui in the middle of toa payoh hub.
perhaps i was so infected by the spirit.140407. A date that is etched in our hearts(: despite xiaowei din get in, one thing that i am certain of that she felt how much we love her(:

Had paiju on saturday morning. ok not paiju, but a slacking day. oops. we met up at macs at j8 and makan, then walked to the market at bishan to find stuff to deco our hei yi. on the way to the market, we walked past CAT HIGH. it was soooooooooooooo hilarious. the photos were like kinda spastic. oops(: and we bought stickers!!! IT WAS SOOOO CUTE(: then we took bus down to fiona's house. it felt so homey(: then we started talkking talking about gloomy sunday and other weird stuff. HAHA.and also did rough design on a spare black shirt. we had a mini ju evaluation and we really opened up. I LOVE MY DAOYANS(: and we drew a super cute tee for xiaowei(:
So after slacking at fiona's house, we went down to TOA PAYOH! it was really stuffy, but all were HIGH! hees. just a small story. ziqing follows her serene mummy everywhere she goes. HAHA. u like someone serene. He took our photos leh. why din u go get interviewed? HEEHEE(:
anyway, it was so hilarious. although in the end xiaowei din get in, but we still love her.
XIAOWEI, NI YONG YUAN SHI WO MEN DE SUPERSTAR(:

then went home with yuens and jacq. jacq seems really tired and was kinda worried about her. she walked home alone la! aiyoh, jacq so scary, like sudden mood swing like that. i worried leh...HAHA(:

sunday jodie came over and do the project thinghy. SHE WAS SO SPASTIC. HAHA(: still love ya loads(:
and today went to bishan library to borrow books. it's like a routine for me already(: i like the ambience. i just dowan to see people i shouldnt see like someone's ******* and **. HAHA(: and i bought a nice nice prezzie for regina for her SYF. i am such a nice tablemate(: haha.

finally, my mind keeps going round in circles.hees, been thinking a lot. and i am very happy and contented. because i have this thing which keeps me going on. BUT MUST FOCUS IN STUDIES. all i can say that it's definitely serious. not play play de(:

HAHA. i think only some ppl will understand what i am talking about(: HAHA.
41 days to QIHANG!

This whole week was rather idiotic. I hated April's Fool. Cos 2 VERY VERY close frens tricked me cos i was concerned abt them. How dumb can it be. and i did something terribly terribly wrong. VERY wrong. Thanks a lot jodie...HMPH.
ystd got PAIJU. although we din pai at all. we took a lot of photos at bishan park and it was super fun! whee~ i love the sand. can we go there again sometime soon???? daoyans i wanna go~
And then ystd had Mediterranean gathering. It was pretty fun. VIVO was pretty nice. We stoned in the sun and chit chatted. and I love candy empire although something SPASTIC happened. Shan't elaborate.
And my SIS SUCKS. UNFAIR. I hate younger siblings cos they get everything in their way. who does she think i am. IRRITATING. urgh.
i realised i've been crying too much. i've become so fragile. like jacq's bdae prank that time. i cried almost immediately. OMG.
is it this hectic year that has made me emo? or is it other factors? I dunno.
I wna just pour out everything to someone, but it's impossible. Cannot. IMPOSSIBLE. luckily i still have a very very very good fren who's always there for me. i'll call u again soon(: u understand me the most de(: